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The complexity of been out the box

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 23, 2009, 8:49 AM

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So i've been wondering around for the last couple months about this thing of trying as an artist to be different, to step out, in some way on the daily basis we are forced to follow that line of trying, because it is pretty hard to actually get that difference between, of been kinda original from the rest, and if you look it in a general perspective it is a good thing not to be inside of the masses, it could be something new, it could get a lot of attention, it could change people's mind in some special subjetc and it could actually make you feel better or proud of yourself to be called a non used to see artist and as im trying to figure how can i be different myself, without a reason to be really asking me that, i change, i changed and i became another pitty artist who in the search of its own character was fooled by the idea that if it was weird enough, cool enough and good enough to be in the limits of taste it was gonna be attractive for others even though i didnt like it that much and that as sad as it may sound was persuaded in most part for what it is called an academic art school in which im part of.

I have a very high pride, i dont like to be contradicted in most cases and sometimes i refuse to believe i was manipulated by someone or something, so it was kinda hard to see through my head and find out how much i hate to know that im doing something in order to be accepted by a mass or how much i truly hate to be told im so good at something i completely dislike, and to realize that all this time i had two different meanings about the word original, the one i have been told it is, the one it is ironically everywhere, the one is not original at all, and in the other hand the one that means to do something with all the meaning to me but without an actual explanation to the world and that if its accepeted it is just....fine, thats in most part the reason of why i erased a lot of my previous works here on DA, maybe i'm not happy with them, maybe i just dont need them now, maybe they were not actually me, who knows..

:blahblah:

aside from that theme i've been wanting to feature the work of one friend of mine which i find to be really interesting and elegant if i could say.

the work of :iconnuhorizons18:

a cool series he did a while now about himself

Hungry Selfportrait Fish Selfportrait

personal favorites

Daydream Paradise Syndrome

go and browse his peculiar gallery

and that was all, im out.

  • Mood: Not Impressed
  • Listening to: mew - introducing palace players
  • Eating: cookies
  • Drinking: coffee
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Desire - Deseo

Journal Entry: Mon Feb 2, 2009, 8:09 AM

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this guy saved me from a really tedious thing to do, and so ...it's nice to say that im thanking him somehow with my first eh, feature? whatever


Deseo by Swordfish [link]

  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: the dresden dolls - sex changes
  • Drinking: tea
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